okay, so today in english. leishman showed us this article. yes, i'd heard about it a thousand times before. but i never actually took time into reading it. it's really disturbing.

SHE dresses her daughter. First she walks into her own bedroom and fetches a
top. Then she walks back to her daughter's room, grabbing two towels on the way
through and dresses her in that top.
She puts a nappy on her.
Over her
top she puts on her jacket, the one with the buttons, and underneath a pair of
warm tracksuit pants.
She does not want her getting cold, she will say
later.
After all that she picks up her daughter, the little girl who wasn't
there, and she begins singing her nursery rhymes and lullabies.
"Songs that
she knew," she says.
She does that for several hours, lullabies and nursery
rhymes, singing to her little daughter who is dead. . .

click here for the whole article:
http://www.dailytelegraph.com.au/news/singing-a-lullaby-for-a-neglected-little-soul/story-e6freuy9-1225754936011

that's really shocking. how could these people do this to their daughter. you can hardly even call them parents. it's disgusting. urine and faeces were reeeking from her bedroom ! i mean, after her death her body, even after washing the body with detergents still smelt of urine and other bdy odours. the girl had black vomit, and liquid running out of her body - a product of blood mixing with her gastric acids. the girl had autism, but instead of helping her to manage with it, what did they do ? when they couldn't cope with her, they locked her up in her own room. she was denied education, everything - she was starved to death. it is absolutely revolting.

when i grow up, if i get children. i am going to love them like the world. no matter what - because whether i like it or not, they are MY children. no one elses.