flattery in the form of curses.

2009-10-09T15:33:00.000+11:00

HAHAHAAA !

2009-10-06T18:03:00.001+11:00

500 days of summer !

2009-10-06T17:54:00.002+11:00

hahaha. that was pretty good. (Y)
aaaaah. so. then we were plannign to go buffet, but yeah then we just went to eat pho` !
wooooh. lol i had cripsy chicken tomato rice, then swapped halfway with georges special beef noodles. ahh good good. then went to get discounts on newzealandnatural from nat. hehee thanks, natasha.
aaaah, yeah boring stuff.
then went to jess' house ! DDR WOOOH . lol fail ;) then uhh wii sports !
ahh, then went to park and yeah i felt full sick afterwards. like bloated and thirsty. (:

mmm. p.s. my hair got wet in the hail damn. D:

i just wanna sex you up

2009-10-01T20:36:00.012+10:00

I LOVE GLEEEEEEE!

wooh (: lol

2009-09-30T19:39:00.000+10:00

chain reaction !

2009-09-26T16:40:00.002+10:00

haha. so i went to youth last night @ ebc. there was like one or two other asians ;D (other than me & portia). i have to say, it was much smaller than i thought it would be. yeah it was cool though (Y) the people are really nice. ha. (:

i love jesus. \

2009-09-26T16:32:00.027+10:00

One day you’re going to want that girl.

The girl that knew she wasn’t perfect,

but tried to be perfect for you.

The girl that believed the scraps of you

she was given were worth it because

something was better than nothing.

The girl who wanted nothing more

than to be there for you,

and loving you was the only way

she could.

The girl who sees your flaws,

but values them as much as your strengths.

The girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you,

even though sometimes you probably deserve it.

The girl who saw past your pretty eyes

and treasured parts of you

that no one else has ever appreciated.

The girl who realizes

she may never have your heart,

but will carry the image of you in her’s forever.

The girl that sees this and still loves you.

The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.

i can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing

2009-09-23T17:10:00.004+10:00

what an eventful day today was... aha...

so wow. this morning. woke up @ like 6.45 ? AND LIKE MY ROOM WAS RED ! like through the blinds it was red. my first thoughts were 'holy crap - is the sun burning? are we gonna die D;'
but yeah then i looked out the window. and just saw orange/red ! hectic stuff. yeah then went on my phone to check facebook (LOL ! im so sad) and whilst going on saw that it was indeed a dust storm. hahah. so yeah, on fb, many other randoms commenting on the same orange/red/we'regoingtodie stuff (: mmhmm
so, sport was cancelled today. as expected. DUST IS BAD FOR US ! so we basically watched kate&leopold. yeah, crap range of movies to choose from - natm, 10things, pinkpanther, and something else :S. hahahaha

Behold, rising before you, the greatest erection on the continent... the
greatest erection of the age... the greatest erection on the planet!

HHAHHAA, THAT CRACKED ME UP ;D lol umm the guy was tlking bout the bridge ofcourse. hehe. hehe (: so kate&leopold was so cheesy and yeah stupid, but it was cute ;D oh how i love all these chick flick/love type movies. good stuff.

i never thought i'd hear myself say

2009-09-21T20:07:00.005+10:00

its things like this that make me wish i had gone to variety night. damn.
what pro people (:
haha, i wish i was as talented as some of these people. dayum.

virginia is so pro ^^

i've been spending all my time just thinkin' bout you

2009-09-18T20:24:00.003+10:00

ahh, i love this song (: everytime i listen to it, i sing along & get real happy. yay.
what a sweet song ^^
love seems like such a happy & sweet thing (: one day, perhaps, ill experience the same thing.
hahaha, i seriously have too much time on my hands, updating my blog, looking for music. yet, i have like a gazillion things i could be doing. namely;

science white sheet thing on uranium's impacts on indigenous & environment --' due MONDAY
science assi. due wk 10 mon. lots of time. just i tend to procrastinate
maths revision for non-calc
english poem - metaphysical

blah blah blah.

ahh, btw. completely bummed couldn't go to chainreaction tonight ! i wanted to go i guess, even though it would be mainly whites. gah, but turns out they just HAD to go out to dinner tonight, and seeing as it was just dinner, we decided not to go. but gahhh ! sorry portia D;

): made you go there, for nothing !

hope you know i tried.

2009-09-16T18:42:00.001+10:00

ah, love this (:

hehe, never mind the weird facial expressions, i love the music haha.

its you & me.

2009-09-13T21:08:00.001+10:00

i love this song so much. check it out (: hahaha. its so old, but yeah something just reminded me about it the other day. its such a ncie song.

she's been running through my dreams & its driving me crazy it seems

2009-09-03T16:21:00.003+10:00

soft kiss & wine what a pretty friend of mine

2009-09-02T17:15:00.003+10:00

i love free fb on my phone (: hahaha.
im so gay --'
grade trials today. netball again (Y)
hahaha.
yes good work me. thank you.
i am so bored atm. (: i'm awfully happy atm.
hahahhaa.

saviour, he can move the mountains. my god is mighty to save.

2009-08-23T14:36:00.007+10:00

WOOOH (: riceee rally was the best. so going again next year =D
yay. i really enjoyed myself.
okay, imma try & go to a youth group now. preferrably an asian one :S but i think theres one @ holy cross i'm happy to go to if i can find someone to go with me (:

i came back sooo late. like 12 --' that is seriously late for me. haha, and didnt end up sleeping until like 1 ?

ooooh! and i bought a rice showbag for $8 (: haha the stickers are like two years old.

me & florences combination thingo noodles were the best LOL ! yeah. we were in such a rush. didn't even bother adding the soup. so it ended up being pretty plain. but the stuff was nice (: didn't taste TOO bad =D
yay. caps was pretty fun. ahhaha. but they were a complete fail :L funny though.

yes, it is a foto of the fotos in my wallet. hahah this is like only half of them.

2009-08-19T20:18:00.003+10:00

okay. maths common next tuesday. i must studyyy.
farrrrrout im so stupid now. okay. (:

(5-3x)/5 + 1 = 1/3 (x15)
3 (5-3x) +15 = 5
15 - 9x + 15 =5
30 -9x = 5
-9x = -25
x= 25/9
the wonders of math. not.

ahahahaha

2009-08-14T20:11:00.001+10:00

oh, do i love hannah montanah. not really. hahah but i do love hoedown throwdown ;).
even eddie's addicted now. bahahha pop it, lock it, polka dot it, countrify it, hip hop it, put your hawk in the sky....

oh my god.

2009-08-11T20:35:00.002+10:00

okay, so today in english. leishman showed us this article. yes, i'd heard about it a thousand times before. but i never actually took time into reading it. it's really disturbing.

SHE dresses her daughter. First she walks into her own bedroom and fetches a
top. Then she walks back to her daughter's room, grabbing two towels on the way
through and dresses her in that top.
She puts a nappy on her.
Over her
top she puts on her jacket, the one with the buttons, and underneath a pair of
warm tracksuit pants.
She does not want her getting cold, she will say
later.
After all that she picks up her daughter, the little girl who wasn't
there, and she begins singing her nursery rhymes and lullabies.
"Songs that
she knew," she says.
She does that for several hours, lullabies and nursery
rhymes, singing to her little daughter who is dead. . .

click here for the whole article:
http://www.dailytelegraph.com.au/news/singing-a-lullaby-for-a-neglected-little-soul/story-e6freuy9-1225754936011

that's really shocking. how could these people do this to their daughter. you can hardly even call them parents. it's disgusting. urine and faeces were reeeking from her bedroom ! i mean, after her death her body, even after washing the body with detergents still smelt of urine and other bdy odours. the girl had black vomit, and liquid running out of her body - a product of blood mixing with her gastric acids. the girl had autism, but instead of helping her to manage with it, what did they do ? when they couldn't cope with her, they locked her up in her own room. she was denied education, everything - she was starved to death. it is absolutely revolting.

when i grow up, if i get children. i am going to love them like the world. no matter what - because whether i like it or not, they are MY children. no one elses.

(^) anushka.

2009-08-09T19:23:00.008+10:00

happy birthday for yesterday,
so today we went to anushkas.
haha. mad fun (:
i love you anushka, and alice, florence, jess & rebecca.

so turn up the corners of your lips, part them & feel my finger tips.

2009-08-08T20:17:00.003+10:00

wow. a season of netball passed. seems like jsut yesterday i had my first training session. hmm we suck. i think we won like only 3 games out of our season - and one of them was a forfeit.
hmm. well i love netball. its pretty fun. even though i suck majorly. yes, but i plan to be pro next year...

so yes. lost something liek 23-10. yes, we are that good --'. yeah we just played in random positions in second half, didnt have much hope. though i reckon we did better in our mixed-up positions than we do normally (:

i found out today that we need an actual log book for duke of ed. gay. so today, i spent like an hour ruling up lines and writing random stuff about netball. --' half of it is made up. and its REALLY short. i never knew about this log book. so gay. i swear. i don't even know if i'll do silver next year. its not exactly the commitments. but the walk is jsut mega-hard for me. i get tired so easily. oh god.

just a thought.

2009-08-04T17:34:00.004+10:00

God forbid you be an ugly girl, 'course too pretty is also your doom, 'cause everyone harbors a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room.
- Ani DiFranco

teenage dreams in a teenage circus.

2009-08-02T20:03:00.003+10:00

aaah. i love that song. (: its so addictive.
i also love michelle branch.
mmmmmm.

2009-07-25T13:09:00.000+10:00

holidaaaaaaaaaays

2009-07-24T09:26:00.011+10:00

so the secret life of the american teenager is pretty good (:
although it's basically sex-based. meh. i just have a thing for like all those high-schooly shows.
haha so last night i decided to watch the amazing race. and it was the best damn thing that happened to me yesterday. okay watch this. (: this cheese thing killed me last night. i was like rolling on the floor laughing, yes i am that cool

(: hahahaha so i hope you enjoy that like i did. i found it hilarious.
and doubletake was gay. haha, except for the 'shit' guy was the best, i swear, on the sunrise skit

gangster: we just had so much shit going in our lives and then we had to deal with this shit. so we just had to forget about all the other shit and focus on the shit in front us. and we did the shit.
mel: can you please not say shit
gangster: whats the point of having me on the show if im nto supposed to say shit?
koch: you can say shit, just dont say shit.
gangster: isnt the point of the whole show to get people on to say shit?

HAHAHAHA, yeah maybe im screwed up but yeah it got me laughing so hard (:

2009-07-21T12:27:00.022+10:00

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency
but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

2009-07-21T12:17:00.000+10:00

2009-07-10T17:36:00.003+10:00

HOLIDAYSHOLIDAYSHOLIDAYS (:
woot.
yeah, so ive had like the last two days off, cos im like sick ):
but yeah. like 11 weeks !
it seems like its passed so fast now that i look back on it.
but yeah, i just hope to spend every day this holidays productively, whether it be academically or socially (although it seems im ALWAYS like bored shatless second day) (:
i love my friends.
yeah =D what would we be without friends?
loners. thats what, and i hate being lonely, isolated. D: worst feeling ever, and its so gay how winona rhymes with loner. well sorta... but then again winona also rhymes with boner if thats the case. haha, yeah i fail, shut it.
so yeah. oh yeah now i might be going japan again wooot, that is if im still able to pay next term, and another girl goes as well (thank you jessica) (:
yeah bored. already. damnit.

2009-06-28T15:06:00.006+10:00

i should've gone to see transformers yesterday.
would've been such an interesting day...
so netball lost yet again. this time by one, its so frustrating since we were winning all through it, then we just lost it. oh well. (:
i suck at umpiring just to let you all know --'
so atm. im so bored... yet i have like a gazillion things that i could possibly be doing with my very precious time.
that's right. i'm such a good kid.
everywhere i look and hear, michaelj is everywhere. --'
yeah, i was gonna put jokes here.
but they're really slack ):

RIP MJ ): hehe

AHAHAHAHA ! okay sorry mj fans ):
i love his songs, but its seriously funny.

2009-06-09T22:29:00.018+10:00

its sad
when people you know
become people you knew
when you can walk right past someone
as if they were never
a big part of your life
how you used to be able to talk for hours
and now you can barely even look at them
its just sad how things change.

2009-06-05T19:33:00.011+10:00

I LOVE
we the kings, the killers, the kooks, the cab, anberlin, my american heart, mayday parade, paramore, hey monday, the academy is, all time low, valencia, the script, yellowcard, van she, good charlotte, forever the sickest kids, boys like girls, panic at the disco, fall out boy, cute is what we aim for, three doors down, alkaline trio, this day & age, this providence, brighten, the audition, cartel, every avenue, john mayer, james morrison, brooke fraser, lily allen. (:

2009-05-31T14:41:00.006+10:00

so, today. i decided to make cookies. mmm (:
they are so nice. i managed to make like 16 well-sized choc-chip cookies =D
yeahp, these are my first at-home personally baked cookies woooht wooht.
oh, how i love them mmm.
yeahp, and i had no help whatsoever from betty crockers mixes...

bahaha, i love betty crockers mmm. their moist and chewy biccies are the best (L) (: gah, school tmrw, first time in like 1 week --' oh well. i havent picked up a pen in what seems like ages.

2009-05-29T21:20:00.003+10:00

wow. camp (Y)
haha. omg, i cant believe im on this, but im bored. and i cant belive the camp was only our practise. --' it was so fully hard ):
and im sick. vomited three times today, and coughing :S yeah i guess no more netball tomorrow ):
so, this camp at colo, has really made me appreciate everything a lot more (:

10 things i loveee, (that i didnt have at camp?)
I love flush toilets.
I love beds.
I love pillows.
I love showers.
I love technology.
I love electric lighting.
I love cars, etc.
I love not having cow dung everywhere (:
I love rice & chinese food.
I love not having to walk around 10km with a 12.5kg pack on my back.

but ofcourse, camp wasn't all that bad, in fact i enjoyed some of it :D

I love watching the guys play CTF.
I love being together with my friends 24/7 for 3days 2nights.
I love ghost stories
I love bonfires.
I love playing truth or dare.
I love the high ropes.
I love the wombat hole !
I love not caring about how I look for 3days 2nights.
I love the feel after the expedition of success & accomplishment.
I love camp (:

2009-04-22T13:12:00.004+10:00

holidays (: wooht.
haha. on monday, thats 20/04, we went to kbbq parra !
haha flo got beast presents, even though she didnt even shout anything goddamit.
me & slice shouted half the stuff and i got a DOOKIE BOWL --'
well i got other stuff but still omgaaaht dookiebowl --'
yehp.
so it was a pretty cool day i guess (Y)
the kbbq food wasnt that great, but buffets never are that great (:
but yehp it was fun.

2009-04-03T21:01:00.006+11:00

have you ever met someone, and then realised you're head over heels for them
& theyre just amazing.
but they're out of your league, and you just know you'll just never be good enough for them, yet you keep trying, hoping for the best, even though you're just hurting yourself along the way.
things just never are like one of those hollywood movies.
life's unfair aye ? it really sucks.

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2009-02-17T18:29:00.006+11:00

woooh, first blog of 09. ahahahah.
yeaaaah. year nineeer now :)
bored. yeah i still remember those days when i was so into blogspot, and used to come on just about everyday to post or update something --' yeaaaah. and that convulsionist mafia. whatever happened to that. aaaah so many bspot memories. i dont even go on now --' i guess its pretty pointless and i cbb to do anything now a days.
don't think i'll go on that much anymore anyway.
:) tccic. this'll prob be my last post in ages.
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2008-12-09T19:31:00.002+11:00

oh my god.
I haven't blogged since like forever. wow. its been like a year already. it seemed so long before, but now its like WOWWW holy @!$(*$!($*!($*!$. :]
woohoo, i got engineering :] instead of shitty norm. commerce.
but yeaaaahs. zomg, reading eclipse atm. lool the books are so cheesy and shat, but still :) great in romantic waaaay. =D

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2008-11-07T16:45:00.002+11:00

:) So happy now. Exams are over wooh !
Nothing to worry about for agees. haahahaa. omgsh, we did sci like what.. YESTERDAAAAAAY, and we already got our marks =O. im so happy 70/75 maaan ! woooht. thats 93.3repeata %
=DD
really happy, cos last year, failed science. ^^
omgsh, maths. =S meh.
geeeo wasnt that hard, but i probably still got really bad.
but for now, i think ill just quit worrying. so boring now.

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2008-10-12T18:24:00.003+11:00

=]
flo, nushie, and slice came over today =D
lol, played xbox... then went to markets. :] lol we just bought icecream and posed with sunnies ;) i swear the shopowner was just like =.=
then there was woolies.. just bought food. =] me + nushie bought those yoghurt stuff with m+ms.
bahhaa. then we went to park.. where more people stared @ us weirdly and took loads of fotos =]
bahahha. man stupid ppl who broke the flying fox. it was so hard to hold onto =[
then we went back to my place.. and uploaded pics and played more xbox=]
prettty funn :]

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2008-10-07T17:23:00.002+11:00

=] HAPPY BDAY ANGIE (^) for yesterday...
:] went to liverpool today to celebrate for angie i think =S
lol man the bus was liek 15 freaking minutes late ! :@
T.T meh so like charles, yenson, jaewoo, alice, anushka and i were @ parra...
and took train to granville then to liverpool.
hmm.
LOL THE HOUSE BUNNY IS FUNNY AS SHAZZLES !
the chick was so blonde. it was funny ^^
lol @ the little bird thing + the steam thing + well i could go on and on.. but i wont.
bahahaha. man i swear angies sister looks nothing like her =S meh.
bought a silver belt :]
and had kfc for lunch... and had newleand naturral. mm :]
=]

~winonaa. xx.

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2008-10-03T11:49:00.004+10:00

Currently: (8) The Curse of Curves - Cute is what we aim for :)
i finally finished seigi no mikata ! woooh !
bit disappointed at the whole riku + youko thing. they didnt even kiss ><" rikus such a cutie :) ahahhaa. meh it was a good drama. LOLOL @ EDDIE !
ahahahahhaa. eddies so horny. ^^
boreeeeeeeed.
:)

~winonaa. xx.

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2008-10-01T20:08:00.001+10:00

im so facking pissed atm.
I DONT GET ALL THAT FACKING MATHS STUFF ABOUT THE CIRCLES OR SOME SHIT T.T FACKS SAKE.-- 'angles @ the circumference subtended from the same arc are equal OR WHAT THE SHIT FARROUT I DONT GET ANY OF THIS.
FKFKFKFK
AND STUPID JAPANESE.
I DONT GET ALL THOSE KANJI LETTERS. CANT FACKING REMEMBER SHIT.
AND SCIENCE. ZOMG. DONT GET ANY OF THAT SHIT EITHER.
OH, AND IT DOESNT HELP THAT LIKE SO MANY PEOPLE GOT HIGHER THAN ME IN THAT ENERGY TOPIC TEST. T.T
=.= there goes all my anger. facks.
im gonna study like shit these holidays-- well like try and remember shit for maths & jap & science.

~winonaa. xx.

2008-10-01T15:56:00.001+10:00

omgomgomg.
went to dfo today with parents :)
and i got a pink cr bag !!!! AND IT WAS 30% OFF. OMGSH !
lol yeah, areeya has it but anways, she doesnt wear it so :P
i bought a vonzipper cap from the billabong store :) hmm
saw this awesome-ass top from jayjays, but they didnt have my size :( damnn.
:) I shall post photos of my awesome bag sometime. LOL.
yeah :)
p.s. i love all you lame-asses who bother to spend time reading my blogs. <3>

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2008-09-30T15:17:00.001+10:00

:] went to blacktown with my mum today. >< omgsh, the blacktown myer didn't have countryroad bags =[
damn, was so pissed off. oh well. ill go like parra or something and get one. lol :]
ahahahhaa.
hmm.
so bored atm. should go watch more of seigi no mikata :] im up to ep 7 now. wooh ^^.
ahahhaha.
hmm. i want that bag now... not the pink one :)

:D:D dahahhahaa.

~winonaa. xx.

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2008-09-26T19:01:00.001+10:00

^^ Woohoo. Holidays have like begun. days of dramaaing and doing nothing. nice :S meh.
the y12 graduation assembly man. took like 3 hours.
LOL @ recess/lunch. waterbombs ^^
ahahahaha.
i got wet like so many times :S meh. rofl, i got one off the ground and phamie was like 'here' *puts hand out* and being the 'smart' person I am, i just 'gently passed it' to her and then it exploded in her hands. lmfao. :L:L and she got like wet. that was funny :L
played card games in commerce ^^ -- cheat lol so fun.
hmm. lol joe bought flo a cookie and we shared it ^^. ahahhaa.
meh, today was mostly like bludge.

~winonaa. xx.

Wednesday, 24 Septmeber 2008 4:35PM

2008-09-24T16:35:00.001+10:00

currently:
(8) Second Place Victory - This Day and Age :]
maaan, i feel so fatty atm. i had like an egg tart, a sesame ball, a chocomuffin thingy and sugar cane drink :). mm. so much sugar ><'' meh. omgsh, we won netball today. 14:3 :). played gs second half :). Northmead wasnt even playing properly. :S one of the girls seemed high or something O.O scaryy. flkvsljwsflj.commerce test tmrw :( farrout.
<3>

~winonaa. xx.

Sunday, 21 September 2008 @ 4:08PM

2008-09-21T16:08:00.000+10:00

currently:
(8) Help Me - Alkaline Trio
boring shaz.
sitting here blogging. so much for my 'nobloggingfor24hrs' thingy :S. could be studying for commerce on thursday. hmm.
my life is boring as hell.

~ winona. xx.

thursday, 18 september 7:45 PM

2008-09-18T19:44:00.000+10:00

STRIKEE TODAAY :]
lol. flo, nushie me and randoms all went to towers lol. stupid bus driver made us pay :( ahahahaa. oh well. meh, we just walked around randomly. ahahaha.we walked around a bit with arjun, grace, allan, etc. lol someone bought bag of cola string stuff :S. they were nicee ^^. lol, arjun stole cinammon tictacs. tasted like shit lmao. i like spat mine on the ground. ahahhaa. such nice clothes @ like tightrope and shit. =D. hahaha. omgsh saw this AWESOME-ASS shoulder bag @ JayJays. it was only 10 freaking bucks. AAAAAAH~! I cant believe i didnt buy it. it was such a cool bag like it had this coolass zigzag pattern that made you dizzy (Y). ahahaha. ^^ bought a brekky snack wrap from maccas then we walked to bus stop @ like 10:10 (so early :S)
omgsh. we were across the bus stop and then flo freaking was like 'omgsh theres only 3 people everyone left' and suggested we walk back. omfg. i was like 'omgsh no were so freaking erly !' but no, they wouldnt listen to me. and so we ended up walking back to school and 10 mins late :S oh well. hehehhe. was fun anyway, although it killed my legs. anushka's chips and tinyteddys were nicee !
hahahaaaa.
had some fairybread in jap today ahhhahaha, and played some of brain age on vincents ds ^^. lol so fun. except it wouldnt work :S said red like 10 times and didnt work :S oh well.
made apple + nut pastry stuff in cooking. actually tasted alright :D:D

~ winonaaa. xx.

wednesday, 17 september 4:40 PM

2008-09-17T16:30:00.000+10:00

my first blog :]

man, ROFLMAO @ science todaaay. ohkay, here's the story. So, we were doing this experiment in class with coffee right? And so, after we did it, we decided dumbly to go drink it, even though it had been in measuring cylinders, beakers and what not. OMGSH, and so natasha and danashi drank the first one. and then we took nancys and drank that too ! then omgsh, after the second one, me and florence were about to start drinking, then vasram was like 'I HOPE YOU'RE NOT GOING TO DRINK THAT, IT ISN'T CLEAN!'.
And then the whole class turned around to us and started snickering and laughing. T.T ohmygod. So embarrasing. Me and florence just put it down and started laughing. like rofls. but now i think of it. it really is funny! ROFL. man we're dumb. I can't believe we were like the only group in the class that did it. T.T

Sport was boring, the Bs didnt have a game, so we stayed at school. barely even did anything. just walked around and passed the ball around. random stuff :S

omgsh, im like all sunburnt and tanned heavily from swim school :[ i look old with all my dry and wrinkly skin T.T
mm.
~ winonaa xx